Things in the way (AKA: LIFE!)

Life will always throw distractions in the way. Unfortunately I'm part bird, so I'm easily distracted by the shiny and new. I'd much rather play on my Instagram gardening page apparently then focus on the really important.

My hobby - rescuing plants from our local dumpster. 
It's so rewarding!

In fact I've been feeling SO incredibly distracted lately that I had to sit myself down and make a list. Here it is. It's called "What Matters to Me."

• ·     Money back from old gym
• ·     Re-Join new gym
• ·     Lose weight
• ·     Do Yoga again
• ·     Sell the eBay stuff to make trip money
• ·     Re-activate my MFT license (take needed CEU’s)
• ·     Help Papa get into VA home
• ·     Stay on budget

That last one is rough. I'm not known for keeping a close eye on my budget. Especially with the cost of everything rising 20% recently. But I want my husband to be able to retire as soon as possible, so this needs to become important to me. 

I will always make time for art.
My latest ceramic piece. A little garden Goddess.

Getting rid of things I'm not using and letting them go to people who will love and use them is why I'm selling some belongings on eBay. It makes me feel good that something I'm just holding onto will instead be important to someone else. I'm happy there's a way I can do that and also make a little money. That matters to me.

I miss my old gym terribly. Luckily so does my mother. It's going to be hard for me to get my money out of them. Sadly I can't afford both the new membership and for the old gym to keep my money (see "stay on budget.") Good thing I'm not terrible at getting what I want. I hope I don't have to escalate things with them though. That takes time and energy I'd rather spend at the gym.

Margo and Max will also always get my time and attention.

In fact, they get the most of it.

My two toddlers.

In the meantime there's nothing stopping me from doing Yoga (other than myself.) I managed to do "Chair Yoga" once this week. I'm going to do it again today. I did it along with a video I found on YouTube for people with Cancer. It was excellent. Just what I needed to get me back into Yoga without injury or too much pain.

Next Sunday my mother and I are going back to Oregon to get my grandfather and move him back to California. He's no longer able to live independently and his rent is going up again to a place where he can't afford it anymore. He does not want to go, so we have a battle on our hands. It won't be a "jolly time had by all at the beach." But family matters to me a lot, so there we have it. It will also take as many people as possible to help my Papa through this very hard time in his life. Transitioning to a home.

So there we have it. What matters to me and where I need to be focusing my time. Not that I still won't spend some time on the "shiny" and "new." But these can still be my anchors of attention.

What Matters Most

4.25 Million people have died from COVID worldwide. I'm positive that it an under-reported number. 614,000 People have died of the virus in the USA. 668 People passed from COVID yesterday alone in the US. None of these numbers count people who died from suicide, violence or substances directly due to this pandemic either. 

I am one of the lucky few.

So... how do I want my life to be?

What kind of person am I?

How do I chose to live?

Kindness is a very important value to me.

Health for myself and those I love is also vital.

Making a contribution to my community and society in a positive way is also key.

Creativity and expression is a must. Even if it's just for me.

With that in mind there are a few changes I would like to make to my life.

1. Have family over to our house more often. Especially when we're done with all the remodeling we're in the middle of right now.
   
   
2. I'd still love to travel, experience new things and meet new people. AND the smaller I am the easier that will be too!
   
   
3. Writing a book is still high on my list
   
   
4. I'm going to devote more time to researching my disease. I'd like to meet more people with mitochondrial disease as well. 
   
   
5. It would be thrilling to meet more creative women and practice our craft together in person. Making new friends who share my passions and values would be most welcome in my life.
   
   
6. Letting old friends who don't share my values go.