Showing posts with label disabled life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label disabled life. Show all posts

Wednesday, August 6, 2025

First Time

Monday was the first time in about eight years that I drove a fair distance. I took my son to the beach town of Sausalito, about a 90 minute drive from our home.


Growing up my son and I would take trips together frequently during the summer. My husband was always working hard to support us and so I could stay home and be a full time parent. That meant it was usually just the two of us during school brakes. We even drove to Los Angeles together, about 7 hours from our house. 

I always enjoyed these day trips with my son. We were adventure buddies and built great memories. 


Now he is 31, but he also lives very close, doesn't have a partner and doesn't drive. He doesn't leave town unless we take him somewhere. We try and do that a few times a year and he always enjoys it. But it isn't the same as it just being the two of us.

That's why Monday was so special. I was giddy to be able to be so physical. We hiked the blustery beach, walked to an old military bunker, and climbed some steep, old, cement stairs. Things I could never even imagine doing a few months ago. Bodies are so amazing. Our ability to heal and recover. 

I feel so alive right now. Like each moment is a juicy peach and I'm just savoring all I can. Each second I'm able to walk, bike, run, swim, climb is an enormous gift. One I never thought I would be able to enjoy again. I have gratitude and love in my heart to the universe for its magical, unpredictable ways.

Thursday, June 5, 2025

Exertion is sometimes worth it

The older I get the more I like my home environment to reflect where I am in my life right now. My values, my hobbies and interests, my friends and family. 

Last summer I updated my special room. I made an art corner and bought a beautiful desk. Everything in the room is special to me and exactly the reflection I wanted it to be. But now...

Upon my epiphany that I want to commit more of my time to my art I realized my space for my beloved ceramics was woefully wanting. My "art table" had become a "catch all" for everything from future craft projects to things I need to return. Even a bath mat found its way in. ACK! 

Is there even a craft table in there!?

Then I realized that the space (once de-cluttered) would be great for TWO art tables. One devoted completely to ceramics and clay and the other for my other art. Painting and drawing mostly. Then my desk (which I'm at right now) for computer things.
Voila!

But as I said previously, I am disabled, so I need to do this in stages. Something I HATE TO DO! I love to swoop in like a vulture and make the space perfect all in one day. I think this will take me well into the weekend. But I see the vision and it's coming along nicely.

Sweating like a sinner in church.



My "Visible" device telling me to stop. I listened.

Even though I have to stop and do this project in spurts I'm excited for the end result. I have time booked at my ceramics studio tomorrow and will buy some clay to take home. Anything I make they can then fire for me. 

I'm also excited to get some of this clutter out of my special room.




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