Gentle Reminders

I have a few favorites in my journal. Things I like to go back and refer to. These two are particularly worth sharing today:

Yes!
One of the reasons I love gardening. 

I read a while back on another chronic illness blog that you can't live your life with sickness at the middle of it. I firmly believe that is true (no matter what the challenge is.) When you just go from appointment to appointment or even symptom to symptom you aren't really LIVING your life. You're just surviving. Of course there are exceptions to this. But typically to go from reaction to reaction is more damaging than the thing you're reacting to.

When I say "don't turn into your family" to myself it's a reminder to not just stop living. That's what my grandmother has done with her chronic illnesses and she's miserable. I don't know what she's living for. She just drifts from appointment to appointment from pain pill to pain pill. It's no life that I want to have. 

I try hard to remember this and instead of going from crisis to crisis I plan. I do. I go. I create. I invent. I discover. I explore. I may have to work around or with things, but I'm not letting these challenges rule my life. 

That's what the journal entry you see above was about. A reminder of things that make me happy and that make life worth living. If you're just going from crisis to crisis, always just reacting, then life isn't really worth living. Savor. Enjoy. Play!