Guarding my spoons

I love "spoon theory". As a visual person I can relate to energy being represented by spoons. Lately I've been learning how to guard my spoons better.

For example, if I have to take something to the back of my house (even though it's not that far) I'm learning to leave it on the table until I have more than one thing to go back. A big one that has been helping me lately is when I have to get up and down out of a chair.

If I need to do something that will require me to get up physically, more and more I will ask someone else in my home to do it for me (if they're around), or again wait until I have multiple things I need to do (like I have to pee AND I'll switch the laundry AND get myself more water). This does not come naturally to me. At all.

Did I mention this doesn't come naturally to me? I'm a multitasker for sure, but listening to my body and adjusting what I'm doing based on my what my body needs is incredibly hard. And I'm guessing that's not just for me, but for a lot of people.

I've noticed that now my spoons are now more dedicated to smaller things. 

One year ago 1 spoon would go to taking a shower and getting ready for the day. Now it's more like 1 for showering, 1 for putting on a bra, 1 for putting on makeup, 1 for the rest of my clothes, 1 for fixing my hair... which makes me much more selective about what I choose to do (not go around naked) and not do (wrangle on a bra every time). 

For me this is a huge part of learning day by day how to live with my chronic illness. Paying attention to what I can do that day, that moment and what's worth my spoons.