A few days ago an acquaintance said to me "You must get so bored sitting around all day. What DO you DO?" Once I got over my shock and the urge to smack her I took a breath and explained. "I am disabled. I have a chronic illness. This means I am always sick. I spend a lot of my time resting and I feel too ill to get bored". Although that is true, my days are also quite busy!
Here's what I had going on just this week:
My genetic testing kit came and my mother and I did it together. It took a few hours to register, answer questions and spit in a tube (surprisingly hard!)
It's rare that a week goes by that I don't have some kind of medical appointment. I saw the ENT the other day who confirmed I'm suffering from migraines and they believe that's the cause of my dizziness and foggy headedness. Good to know! Now on to treatment.
My mother drove us a little over an hour away to meet a friend for a delicious seafood feast. I had a headache the entire day, but I didn't let it stop me from having fun! The ocean air was rejuvenating and the view of San Fransisco was breathtaking.
I get easily impatient with my hair and hate what I call the "Soccer Mom" phase of growing out a pixie. So I gave myself some baby bangs just for fun.
After both the neurologist and the ENT said I'm suffering from migraines (vestibular and intractable) I decided to try these "anti migraine glasses". They are a rose tint and are supposed to block out particular light that can cause migraines. I didn't think that they were working, but then I took them off to shower. When I got out I could tell my headache was MUCH worse. Back on they went and I can feel my headache easing. So weird!
I think I have a very high pain threshold and so much other physical stuff going on that it never would have occurred to me that I had migraines.
I'm also trying to gently get back into doing a little gardening. I find it very therapeutic and it keeps me eating healthy. My mom just bought me this beautiful cedar raised bed so I can easily garden while sitting, It's the perfect amount that I can manage. I'm hoping to get some herbs and lettuces for winter going soon.
So no. I'm not "bored". I still sleep in, rest, take naps and try to go slow. But I keep both mentally and physically as active as I can and I'm always seeking out new tools to improve my quality of life.
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